What the words "be your own idol" by Sophia Amoruso did for me

I've been known to doubt myself and have no clue how to take the first step because of my huge amount of fear. I've also been known as the girl who could tell you any success story that started off on a rough road. I'll ususally tell these stories to people who dreams to be change the world but is struggling to be recognized.I've had so many years of looking up to people like they were on a cloud I could never reach. Whether they were celebrities or regular people doing big things that interested me. Now I have enough of paying so much attention to other people's lives and witnessing so many things happen for them while I'm still the average girl next door. So I've decided no more hoping and wishing. It makes me feel like Julia Roberts running after Micheal in my best friend's wedding. She was running after something that was never going to be hers. It's not a jealous thing but more of a pointless non-benefiting process in my life. And that's not what I want for my future. Focusing on the wrong things in life is such an headache.

But someone who knew what she wanted and was to determined to have it .......

 I will like to start making my own legacy small things at a time. And hopefully I will change someone's life one day. Even with just this blog post. I am inspired by that pretty red head Annie created back in the year I was born in 1992. She was one happy singing little girl that helped other girls get through the day. And that big fluffy dog was awesome too. So much I had to buy one and cuddle with mine too. The first thing I did was enroll in nursing school again and plan on finishing this time. Here I am in my scrubs and best friend, Gigi.

I'm on my way to see the new Annie right now. Yes it is a hardknock life. But can't it be a fun one too? Have a good day French Rebels !

Until next time
-Exo,TELLA

Book writing !

Recently I read about two women that took the advantage of talking about their experience of being forced to stay in one place and still manage to write a book.....full of secrets. The first woman is New Jersey housewife Teresa Giudice,who isn't exactly locked away just yet, is attempting to write a tell all book which has a lot of peole waiting for it to hit the stores. And the second woman is Meili Cady, who use to blog her everyday life as a house arrest girl and she eventually wrote a book titled "smoke" and to be honest i'm not a fan of smoking at all nor will I ever promote it. But this is why she was put in this situation so it was a good title I guess. She found the time to sit and write a book which is still a challenge even when you're sitting around the house. I have so many stories in me that I just allow to rot and waist which I now know is just plain stupid. I plan to write fiction that will make people feel like they're in another world instead of in my world. I do not watch any reality show about housewives but I do watch the ID channel which is how I discovered Meili Caady crazy idea of blogging her experience on house arrest. But you know what? sometimes you'll be surprised what type of things people like to read and these two ladies got a story out of their trouble. I get mine out of my natural imagination. And now I believe it is finally my time to take a break away from the internet (I'll try not to lose my mind) and write a damn book already !But of course I'll need to keep you guys updated on the stuff in my head.

If any of you beautiful guys and gals have a book idea and just been too lazy or too busy to get started, here is my biggest advice to you :
1.Turn off the tv.
2. Cut off the internet.
3.WRITE!

I agree with Sophia Amoruse,founder and CEO of Nasty Gal

Even if you're not a writer

-On se parle plus tard

Exo,TELLA

Finding your passion or talent through Desperate times

 You ever had one of those days, weeks, or months when everything seems to be lacking in your life. It left you no choice but to power think of something you could do, something that'll actually work and be worth your time trying. I've had many many moments where I either forgot something, didn't have the sources to actually get something done, or honestly, sometimes I didn't have the money to do it. But I believe that's why we were given a brain and creativity. Some people don't actually have it and I feel awfully bad for them. Life is no fun without creativity. When I have these moments, even if they're not fun, It really helps me realize how much can be done using what you have! Have you ever thought about the fact that most of the time this is how people find their passion or talent after so many years of curiosity and identity crisis. I think that's more of a good thing than a bad thing. I find it applauding when someone can admit they would have never discovered something new about themselves had it been for that one frustrating, desperate moment. 

If you ask me it’s absolutely fabulous when you're forced to work with your brain to help you think of the next idea. It helps you appreciate who you are and what you're capable of A LOT more than any other possible life challenges could do. 

Just do the damn thing with NO fear !

I'd like to hear some of your desperate times and the solution you thought of to fix it. Put it down in the comments below ^_^

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Exo,TELLA

Express Your French

I've been away from blogging for almost two years now. I've been a little grey. A little pink. And a lot of green. What I mean is I've been sad, happy, and busy.And now I am trying to get busier. Busier with my homemaking career. And I realize no matter what I do I can never be too busy to write because it's what makes me happiest and it's my first love.
All the feelings of online networking power and stranger love came back to me when I came across this screenshot of my old twitter account :

I actually forgot about it. But when I saw it, that and a few other things was all I needed to push me into getting back online and be the old me but the new me too. And trust me guys that girl is one bad ass smart chick that is on her way to the world of FASHION !
The fact that Fashion Police use to follow me had me a bit stumbled. I think it hit me harder than Beverly or Betsey following me only because I loved Joan Rivers SO MUCH !!
So indeed besides myself for wanting to start something again in a more powerful way, I also dedicate this blog post to the beloved Joan Rivers who I miss so dearly much. There will never be a better fashion critic or comedian. And of course I have to credit her with being the first woman to ask the question "who are you wearing?" on every red carpet event ! That is a huge reason why I know half the designers that I know now. And partly the only reason I watch these red carpet shows.

She's taught me to be MYSELF and express all the words and feelings I have in me. She is one of the reasons I decide to Express my French !

Forget about excusing my french....let my blog and brand be the first place you feel like being honest and true to yourself. I share my thoughts and you share yours or you could buy them as crazy as it sounds !

On se parle plus tarde French Rebels !
Exo, Tella